we’re not running
I refuse to stay running. my ancestors have continued to run. they have ran from Iraq to Hakkari. Iraq to all over the world trying to find stabilization from the global south. and just when I think: “I finally have a lasting home,” as global south refugees: my refugee status was created by destablization. I am seeing the destablization and further destabilization. we are going to win. something that I think is utmost of concern is the come back of uneducated practices to which there is liminal expertise. we aren’t focusing on global conservation efforts: instead dealing with the emergent back order of a crisis of growing demand of resources. that being said, within philosophy: I am not running. I know better. I know that in running, they want you to flee. I refuse to keep on running from country to country, assimilation to assimilation: being the best of your citizens in each and every country.
as an Assyrian, I am not running anymore. I am staying and fighting until I win, in every area of my life. I am not giving up. I will win the wars i’ve been fighting in every part of my life. I can’t give up post-destabilization for us refugee families. it is a promise for us to receive our birthright, and promise. I refuse to be ran out. I am not a coward. I will not flee. and I will not allow miseducation to destroy social unity. I will correct misinformation, and will be my most annoying in life for the justices. I want justice. and I will continue to fight for justice, whether it is going to the gym or fighting for justice in simply breathing. we are heading towards dark times and are already in them.
it is up to me whether I say yes, or no to dark times. and I will not abandon, and I will also not sink with the ship. I am not going to run in cowardice. every couple of years we have to prove that we are your most valuable, and your most assimilated: and I will refuse to be deemed as someone who is not the most valuable in assimilation. everyone has value. to assert that we even are forced to prove as to which we deserve to assert stability in global destabilization is disgusting, and eugenical.
we are products of eugenics in global destabilization. as Iraqi, we have been destabilized. we are scraps of the byproduct of destroying my home beyond belief. there is no home for an Assyrian except the internet. and even that, we do not have in proper access. the internet is to be uncensored. that is a huge violation of the fabric of our civil unity. I’m tired of people who don’t know anything preaching when they have nothing of substance to preach. it’s scary when you know more than the person preaching hate as a form of education.
in the end, the tortoise always wins. those with eugenical narratives about physical, biological, and mental quote on quote differences are essentially that live by the sword: they perish by their own sword they yield onto others. they don’t know actual education. and they are trying to force feed us these eugenically practices, and I refuse. I won’t allow. my ancestors fled, but I will not.
